Bump Blog: 19 weeks.

I know i have neglected to get on this thing and update. So all in all here is my awaited update. So today out of boredom reading over some of my other pregnant friend's facebook updates i recall seeing one where she sugessts a movie. Documentary more or less. But anyway! Its called pregnant in america. Its about this couple who do all the resaerch about the pros and cons about hospital deliveries. So as i am watching this, i soon realize that having your baby in a hospital sounds alot more scary then people make it out to be. Like for example: a doctor on the documentary said that it was actually cleaner to have your baby at home than in a hospital. Why? Because its more sanitary at home. Did i really just hear that??? I always though it was clean at a hospital and turns out its actually carrying more bacteria than i thought. Which came to mind and i asked "hmm who knew?" well as the couple continues their research they begin to decide that theyre going to have an at home birth because its more natural. And in todays society i didnt know that the c-section rate is up 33% can you believe that? i thought everyone wanted natural? but turns out that doctors will lie to you about your dialation status if they want to go home or just too tired. When i saw this i was pissed! because the doctor is the only one who can tell you how far you are. i thought to myself oh if a doctor tells me that i will demand the nurse to check me and i will demand the truth! i refuse to have a c-section absolutely refuse! I will go into the delivery room singing "i will survive" if i have to damn it. well as the documentary goes on the expecting father goes around asking more questions and opinions of others and their doctor that they had told this woman shed have to have a c-section because her pelvic bone was too small. This however made him wonder and ask other doctors could she still have natural birth. So he ventures out to other hospitals and as he explains to other doctors what his wife's doctor told them they begin to laugh at him and question his schooling. If that were me id knock a bitches block off!!! but id get sued >.> So anyways come to find out they have the baby naturally at home with little complication until the baby has breathing problems etc. So the doctors keep their daughter in ICU for a week not letting either parent know i a diagnoses or anything. For a week! id be demanding answers and by god id get them! So after they're released from the hospital their total bill was $22,000 dollars (around there). i am very disappointed in hospitals nowadays. Very disappointed.


People I Want To Punch:
OK so during this documentary towards the end anyhow the father tells about how all the nurses wanted to hold the baby and so on. seriously what the fuck?! the mother and father should be the ones to hold their newborn child1 unless you are doing some kind of medical thing you are indeed the last person that should be holding that baby. And i dedicate this portion of people i want to punch to the nurses that man was talking about. Id be pissed to if some nurse i didn't know want to hold my child for no good unknown reason! So indeed nurses i want to punch you so hard in the face!!!!!!

Bump Blog 3:15 weeks

So all ive done today (and partially last night) was lay in bed in my pajamas and watch true blood. So considering i just moved to another house and the weather has been really how would you say? Shitty. So at this time and moment we have no waterworks and its cold! So as you can assume, i am in bed still. Yes i am still in my pajamas and yes i am typing this up on my laptop. Anyways, im really debating on weather or not im gonna get out of bed and get dressed. Because i know i have stuff i really need to do. Like fill out some helpful paperwork. But....i still wanna stay in bed. Well anyways Since i have a headache i really dont want to do anything, but that wouldnt be productive right? So that being the case, i will just have to tell you about how yesterday was since i havent done anything today. So I finally get out of my house to go see my sister and her kids. Lets just say theyre less than tolerable. Anyways reason why I was over there was to just tag along with my boyfriend to help her get some tv's. What i wanna know is why the hell is it always my toes that freeze the fastest? And its not pleasant, them bastards burn! So as im bitching about cold feet we pass by a club, ive heard of it before but didnt know exactly where it was. This however lead to some jokes that i really dont do well with due to past events. My sister says to my boyfriend "No! you stay away from there i dont wanna have to deal with that shit!" With me in the backseat...i get PISSED. I really dont want to remember the past. So as we get closer to home my boyfriend decides to say "im gonna get punched for that arent i?" Well considering i was sitting right behind him, i wanted to do just more than punch him. I wanted to punch him so hard in the back of the head it touches his forehead and choke him!

People I Want To punch:
Women who think its ok to be a stripper while theyre pregnant. Not just at the early stage but the big, about to pop stage of pregnancy. Its just degrading. Plus youre about to be a fucking parent why on earth would you want to be a bad begginers role model for your child? Everytime I see these people i want to punch you! I personally think you shouldnt be alowed to be a stripper while pregnant. And yes i said stripper not dancer. Because stripper is the right word for it than dancer.

Bump Blog 2

Ive come to the conclusion that my horoscopes are only half true. Like today for example, it had said i would be emotionally edgy and overreact about everything! Especially dreams. But....i havent had bad dreams lately. Only one of a serious misfortunate event while i was away at my dads house, but other than that i sleep peacefully. So i dont think my edgyness comes from bad dreams but more from pregnancy. Gah! i have something to blame my bad behavior on..tee hee! But seriously i cant be all bad, well not all the time anyhow because if i was bad all the time i couldnt constantly blame pregnancy for my issues. So for now ill only be half evil and brat-like. That way i can still blame it on the bump. Hahahaha! You know same thing goes for sleeping. I do sleep but im not sure if i get enough. Books that ive read constantly say you need to take naps...well thing is i cant nap in a house thats empty (Damn you phobia!) Ooooh! random thought!...expecting mothers or proud moms, what was your biggest craving you had for something you wanted all the time? I dont understand why but mine is white cheddar flavored popcorn. Is that weird? Or can i get away with that because im pregnant?

People I (really really) Want To Punch:
You know i try hard to keep close friends but when you try to get ahold of them through comments or messages and they a) ignore me. or B) delete my comment. That is the kind of friend I want to punch in the face! i was there for you for everything and you decide you want to ignore me? Not only do i want to punch you in the face but add "Fuck you and have a nice day" at the end it.

Bump Blog 1 :14 weeks 6 days

Well i would've gotten to start this blog sooner but the internet at where i was SUCK! With a capitol "S". So i am 14 weeks pregnant and its not as bad as i would think it would be, the only thing i hate about it is the ability to smell everything 20 times better than i did before i became mommy-to-be. Actually i think i should make a list of the things that have changed that make me go "grr"

1)Extreme hormonal surge. (or better known as acne)
2)Morning sickness that isnt really sickness...(the stupid puke thats only stomach acid)
3)Mood swings
4)that thing where you can smell yourself like badly. not saying i stink just saying i can smell myself.
5)Cravings! god those are evil!!!!! i have never wanted fruit this much in my life! hell i recall never eating the whole apple in my life or bananas for that matter. but my thing has been oranges! they are the best medicine :)

People I Want To Punch:
people who tell me i shouldnt be excited about my pregnancy. C'mon!!!! its my first baby of course im excited! theres no need to feel ashamed in my oppinion. Im gonna show sooner or later so whats the point in being ashamed about it!?!?