Something Strange is Going On.

So lately I have noticed that something has been missing for four months now…

Yes its that friend every woman looks forward to meeting. I have a feeling it's from stress being too tired , you know different things that would postpone that visit.

Well lately I've noticed a few things that have been affected. I'm more sleepy now. Everytime I eat something I get naseaus. So long story short I have a feeling a bun is in the oven.

Now keep in mind I took seven stick tests and one blood test and they were a bit crazy with results. 2 stick tests came up positive and the rest negative so I was very unsure of things.

Now here it is June and I find myself having most of the symptoms but I'm pretty sure I'm not and it's just a virus. But I'm pretty much denying it like I did the last time I was pregnant and didn't find out till I was 3 months along.

I'm not sure if I will be ready for another one if I am pregnant again, but the signs are pretty clear and I don't know how everyone would look at me.. I'm debating on weather or not keeping it a secret if I am. At this very moment I'm not sure but I hope to find out really soon. I just hope no one would be mad at me.